My Website Mission
In its simplest form, it's my artistic endeavor.
I perceive myself as a thinker in the strange world around me. My philosophy and art, are a reflection of my deep thoughts I conjure up about the phenomena I encounter inside of this realm of existence. I briefly collect my daily thoughts as I explore the world around me and encounter new knowledge, things that captivate me, things that deeply concern me and I curate them and later post them as my work onto this website.
For me this website is as much a reflection of my personal growth as well as my sanctuary for deep thoughts that I shall explore and publish. The world around me deeply affects me as I find theories and perspectives to describe it. My philosophy always starts with my view at the center, as the one who experiences phenomena written about. Most of the work I share on here, are a reflection of how I experience the phenomena I encounter and attempt to understand it to the best of my abilities.
My mission with my website is to bring the charm of philosophy into a tangible form into this world. Having discovered neocities I believe the style and philosophy of owning your own website that you manage and create by yourself of your own efforts suits my living philosophy quite well. I prefer to have my own personal touch to the very medium I create in, as that reflects my personality further.
For one to be able to express their own individual uniqueness it should come first that one has qualities worthy of being expressed. After all it is the belief of the common man that they are unique, so in the blind belief that I am so as well I would be no matter worthy of mention. So in this fashion I shall elaborate on why I believe it is of great worth for my philosophy to be expressed in such a personal yet universal manner.
In my whole outlook at the world I am not afraid of stating something I hardheartedly believe to be true in my own observation without an appeal to external authority for such matters, I merely take opinions of others as a support, a sort of building blocks for my whole philosophy as such. I am not merely describing the world around me as it is on the surface, for that my friend would be a grave mistake. It would be as if I wasn't quite honest with representation of the world as I perceive it. My quite perceptive eye is able to notice patterns, make connections with one thing to another, that is at least in my belief, worthy of mention. I prefer to be able to dive into great depth when observing such phenomena.
In this manner I developed a sort of gnoseology of which I synthesize different 'senses' of knowledge that I am able to come across and combine them with the personal view of the world that keeps on growing larger by the day. I do believe the inner magic of the mind is to be trusted for it is the arbiter of the world around me and myself.
Here my duty is to shape my own understanding of the world as much as to discover the way I truly feel on the matter I am studying. However as any man in this world I would be lying if I said I didn't have key values motivating my action and thoughts of every day as I interact with the world. For every man in the manner they think is just an expression of their inner psychology. I am under the impression that the philosophical works of a certain philosopher are in so a collection of their own inner psychology and values they had no matter how much they tried to hide weather they were conscious of it or not. I believe it is only a matter of how well one is able to balance their personal worldview with the knowledge they have.
For my dear friend some of my core values include: The Sublime, Nature, Individualism, Rebellion and Imagination, Authenticity. These are my deeply held values that are as my compass that guide me on the endless journey called life. Once the storms become nigh and the waves threaten to encapsulate my ship, I put my faith into my trusty compass to be my guide to the destination I so seek. For me Reason is merely the steering wheel that I use to steer the ship to prevent it from going rouge. However I cannot merely rely on the steering wheel alone to guide me to the destination, or anywhere for that matter, without my compass, my guide, I would be stuck roaming the endless sea of oceans without a direction.
For this reason I believe Reason to be limited in this scope of where one can take it. I proclaim Emotions to be able to guide you to the right place. I do not discount the value of reason, as stated without it the ship would not be able to be steered in the direction I am being guided in by the compass. They must co-exist together, oh it is such a tragedy that contemporary world discounted the need for the compass, a guide to the destination. Now they are all stuck on an endless journey without destination. They thought that the problem was that their ship wasn't steered fast enough so they sought to make it more efficient. Lord knows where they might be headed, for they travel blind and do not see a direction for I know their ship is headed towards the depths of hell beyond their comprehension.
In this manner I am stand great opposition to my enemies, that being Control. On my ship where the dear and lovely members who wish to accompany me on this journey reside on, we have no place for authoritarianism as imposed by the society, state nor any organisations. I deeply reject conformism with its herd morality, in the same fashion I despise the sheer amount of unwarranted espionage done by the technocratic giants of the cursed world in which we live. Their pits of evil I shall oppose with all my might, to stand up even for those who are far too afraid to stand up for themselves, as I display my courageous character, to boldly state the truth.
I hope that I am able to motivate my readers, and educate them on the topics I shall speak of, give them bold new perspectives that challenge their preconceived notions about reality itself. To give them possibilities of thought they never considered was possible. In the world where we are from birth conditioned to think in only in manners that are measurable, profitable, observable, inspected, preached, numbered, censored, regulated, estimated, and condemned I stand in stark contrast and rebel against by thinking in unconventional, abstract, unpredictable and immeasurable ways, as to deterritorialise my own thoughts, make my very own way of perceiving the world be so metaphorical and deeply creative as to create my own language itself. Through the process I have asserted my will to power in the world and became free.
The wide range of topics I am currently interested in discussing on my website range across various different fields that encompass my interests.
To list off a few: • Philosophy • Aesthetics and Art • Culture • Psychoanalysis • Critical Theory
This by all means is not an exhaustive list, I have a range of interests that spans far and wide. It is never advisable to lock oneself down into a specific set of interests that one engages in and forgets everything else. For that is foolery, one forgets the whole span of and the world themselves, thus he sees it only through the narrow lenses of what they have studied. I wish to constantly expand my horizons and the worldview I have in order to better understand life itself.
As a project that I have on this website, I would perhaps take on an ambitious ideal of developing new approaches to writing about philosophy itself. I have a couple ideas that I shall work extensively to be able to realise. Some of them include a sort of mythopoesis that makes good use of my unique writing style. As inspired by philosophy of Delueze and Guattari its purpose in my view is to present new perspectives of observing the world around us through metaphors, but to also inspire us to think critically whilst enjoying the poetic dance of words I have constructed.
Occasionally I would enjoy myself to do a brief analysis of media I have come across, to recommend to my readers for them to enjoy. I shall explore new understandings and interpretations of the works I come across in my journey through life. A song that has deeply resonated with me and the time I am going through in my life. An artwork that I have pondered deeply to try to connect its message and the symbolism shown in the frame. Lastly as an enjoyer of the medium of manga and anime I shall look for the deeper meaning inside of the medium.
In terms of the artistic aspect of my work I post on the website. I shall say that I have been experimenting with various forms of creation. Mostly using multiple mediums to express myself create a sort of digital collage. However I shall explore that in further depths as the time comes for it.
As for me?
I shall briefly explain about my origins in this world. A sort of background of where I am coming from as a person. My life experiences that have for better or for worse made the person I am today. Having talked about the values I embody as a person I shall talk about how those values came.
It is important to note of the way I conceive of myself, I believe to be a soul. That is in complete unity with my very being. I have memories of myself that I may hold very dear to me. As such I relate my values closely to the soul, they are guides for me that I explore further and manifest in my whole philosophy.
A brief biography
I live in a rather small rural village inside of this strange world. It is surrounded with great landscapes and forests that I appreciate with my heart. However from a very young age my peaceful village has faced urbanisation attempts that have grown stronger in recent years which have greatly affected me as a person that has gotten quite used to living in peace. At last nothing in life can be taken for granted. The peaceful summer afternoons that I have gotten accustomed are in great danger. In the calm serene ambiance, I listen to the signing of birds and ponder about the world around me. I find it quite repulsing to hear the sound of the car engine passing by me, it disrupts my peace and quiet.
The fist of modernity strikes my world again, attempting to take over my Geist I have grown to love. I wonder has modernity done anything except take away the so cherished Geist of nature that is of the highest beauty. What a cursed destiny is it to live in the conveniences of the modern life where I must trade the natural peace for what exactly?
I myself have always found myself to be quite eccentric in comparison to those around me. I knew I was different than the other kids in the playground. I have perceived the world differently than my peers, and as I made obvious earlier a fact that is more than apparent. Thought my life I have grown to take pride in that fact I was unique and different, and took it as a strength rather than a weakness. I stare into everyone else and see how same all of them look.
However that came with its own drawbacks. Having no siblings, and living in such a distant part of the world, I have spent most of my childhood years alone. This of course lead to my uniqueness and the strong independent character I have today. However I can't help but feel a sense of loneliness that comes with it, having deep longings for interpersonal connects and to have some companion to deeply love and adore. I believe I am able to appreciate the presence of other people more so than people who have always engaged in contact with others. Once you spend extended periods of time by yourself, and learn to appreciate loneliness you come out the other side and see the value that other people are able to bring to your life by being there.
A great friend is a person who has experienced loneliness, and has developed a deep and profound character with insights gained. Such a person would have either loved their solitude itself or would have become a loyal companion to bring along your journey. Either way their character is strong and noticeable in great manner.
Having had a deep interest in art since a young age. I took on a brush before I knew how to read. I happened to excel at it better than the rest of my peers whom later I had met. In my later childhood I have taken on brief writing and reading of scientific encyclopedias to satiate my wonder and curiosity.
However it was not until my recent enlightenment that happened a more than a couple of years ago. I remember picking up George Orwell's great work 1984 after which my worldview had changed. I saw how fragile our beliefs about the world are. That freedom gets denied easily, I became quite concerned with an important issue that plagues our society. Liberty and knowledge go hand in hand I had only then realised such a fact about the world. One shall not live in feign ignore of the world and shall understand the deep truths in a profound manner.
I could be described as quite neurotic in the ways of thought that span across my mind. But they come from a place of resisting. Thus I became an anarchist, a seeker of radical change in the world and society. Since then I have noticed ever growing patterns in society that made me deeply worried about its future. The path I have seen is one of downfall and the loss of freedom.
Since that moment, I have dabbled deep into philosophy, reading the Animal Farm, dabbling into existentialist philosophy as well. I read quite a bit of anarchist theory such as the work Tolstoy the renowned Russian author who spoke against patriotism. Emma Goldman had later became influential in my thinking. It would be that my interest sparked as I discovered various post-structuralist philosophers such as Delueze and Guattari that later lead me down the path of Nietzsche. Whom originally I have despised but I grew to deeply admire and be inspired by.
I have read great works of literature that have contributed to my personal growth as an individual. I think it was then that I have discovered the value of creativity in my personal philosophy. It is powerful beyond mere words that I can use to describe it.